… hahaha, nah, I don’t hate, just dislike.
You see I am not only lazy, slack and carefree, but I am also stubborn. So when I look at something as common as Facebook, I think: ordinary, usual, common, not unusual, the norm etc etc… I’m a person (if you didn’t know already) who likes unique, different, unusual, not following the norm or un-ordinary, (If that’s even a word). I’m not having a go at FB as such, it’s just MySpace, Facebook & Friendster are sites that don’t really go down well with me. I find that people think I’m not there and don’t bother replying to comments, yet are able to with everyone else, and that whenever it is that I do join, no-one notices. This blog is public, so in a sense it’s like I’m telling the world this, but I don’t say that to be attention seeking, merely stating a reason why social networking sites aren’t my thing. Also, MySpace, Friendster & Facebook aren’t all that great looking in comparison to such social networking sites including VIRB, Trig, Purevolume, my.9rules, Pownce, Flickr, Threadless, Shelfari, Beautiful Society & HumbleVoice, I would personally, rather have my details, photos on those social networking sites. Yes, some of those social networking sites are specific on your interests, such as if you are into books, then Shelfari is probably best, if you’re into art (like me), graphic design, etc then HumbleVoice is probably best. If you want something quick then I guess Pownce, for photo specific, Flickr, if you’re into music, then Trig &/or Purevolume (though last.fm is also fantastic too). If you’re a designer yourself or want something that has design sense, then VIRB. Blog wise, beautiful society, or if you want to sell your own design on a shirt, then threadless (don’t quite understand this site, but it looks cool all the same).
Quite frankly, Facebook & especially MySpace don’t match up (design wise) to these sites in my personal opinion. I haven’t made an account on each and every one of them to give any more comment about them all any further. However there are some people who have commented saying that they like the look of Facebook/MySpace… but please, it’s not beautiful. It’s meant to look simple, but so is Flickr, and Flickr looks beautiful a n d simple.
Gah! Now it really sounds like I’m having a go at Facebook. Haha, ah well, this is what this personal blog is for afterall.
It also has to do with the fact that everyone is different and I like to blog, and WordPress is AWESOME to blog with. I love the design, features, blog skins and how nice it is to use. In a social networking site, you have a photo album, most likely a blog section, some even have email services (O.o), contacts, personal info, etc etc. That’s all well and good, however I don’t like organising photos into albums. I love to just chuck them all into my blog. For me it’s more interactive that way, and how my thought process is expressed out. Just who I am I guess. Also if I had friends who blog (they don’t however, which is a shame), I’d rather to see comments to a blog than on my profile page.
Bottom line: this is about me and what I like, my preference to how I spend my time on the Internet, I do not deny that (this is my blog however where I can freely express my thoughts however). I don’t like Facebook on the basis of how it looks. I don’t like Facebook because it is not unique and is common or “the norm,” because I prefer to not be common or usual (?). If I see other sites there out there that basically do the same thing, I’d rather use them or it. I prefer to blog. And of course, because none of my friends really noticed me on those sites.
I guess the whole, my-friends-never-noticed-me bit has a lot to do with me (me, me, me… gah! >_<”). I didn’t really make my presence known, however when I did, and a few of my friends DID know about my presence, they still forgot or didn’t bother. I don’t like rejection or ignorance, and I’m somewhat of a hypocrit about that, but to be fair, every individial is a hypocrit in regards to rejection and ignorance. So if I am asked to join something like a social networking site, having not been keen in the first place, but thought it’d be fun, however to not be noticed… no-one likes that feeling. However I don’t like attention. I like appreciation and acknowledgement. There is a difference between attention and appreciation/acknowledgement. They have in common the letter ‘a’, but that is all. Also, simple things like that add and make you wonder, who are your real friends, and what they really think of you as opposed to others. I am me, and that is all. I have tried changing, and makes things worse. I can only be me (whoever that is, I haven’t actually figured that out fully yet to be honest), so if “friends” do not like who I am then, ok. I would like to be told in a mature manner, but that is life and people.
Just on this whole ranting thing, I have noticed my attitude shifts a lot frequently. There are times in the day where I will not and do not give a fuck about anyone or myself, how I look, behave, or how I talk to others. There are others times in that same day where I will make sure I have a good and positive, cheery, happy attitude towards others and myself. Then I come home, turn the music up and I guess that’s the only time where I feel I really am myself. In that time, I do care about others and myself, I have a good attitude, or acceptable attitude if good is too general, and I just enjoy my time on the PC, or drawing/painting.
A N Y W A Y S ~ !
Onto something exciting (personally)… I found out that boring ol’ Perth sells Holga cameras!!! ^o^ I’M SO HAPPY!!! It’s been a good day today.
I met up with Mandy today to spend the afternoon in the city, and it was fun just chatting, laughing and catching up as we bummed around the city. Met up with Rammond and his friends, saw AWESOME interactive dancing at the arcade (those guys, and girl have fucking brilliant skill… should be made into a sport xD… no, seriously) and of course,, HOLGA CAMERAS! I thought I had to save up big time to buy one of them babies online, but no, Perth sells them. Lots of them too! ^_^ I wish I had found that store a week ago, because I would’ve quite happily spent my money on one of them instead of the digital camera that I have now. I did say to mum that I regretted buying my digital camera, but I take that back. I don’t regret it, it’s just if I could reverse time with the knowledge of that store, I would’ve spent the money on the Holga camera. It’s 100$ cheaper, and so not only would I have had an awesome camera, but I would have also saved 100$ too. T^T No matter, I’ll just save up. I can actually buy a pinhole camera tomorrow as it’s 85$ and I have 100$ atm, but I want to be patient and not be greedy… if it is greedy at all, I duno. I’d rather wait one more week so I can get a set that includes everything, for about 80$ more. We’ll see how long my patience can hold up
Here are some piccies of what they look like if you’re not sure what the hell I’m on about. ^-^ Ah just looking at them makes me want them more and more. Y.Y




There are more images of them and accessories if you go the website.
Anyways, I’m off to level up my new assassin. Her name is Taka (after Taka from The Last Samurai, I find it to be a beautiful name, though I don’t know the meaning behind it) Ohgo (some random Japanese last name I found from some actor. I like the sound of it, and it kind of fitted, so what the hell, had to pick something). I don’t normally do this, though I should, but here’s a screenshot of her. Her armor isn’t that great at the moment, she’s only about a day old and only just got to Kaineng and about to go to GW:EN, so yeah, she doesn’t have access to great armor atm. Y.Y





Yeah, she’s still in the beginning stages as you can see xD She’ll get there eventually… Asuran armor ftw! (First armor set that I’m going for ;])
Anywho, I’m going to go play her… that sounded perverted and wrong, no pun intended, honest ><