Update

So, today is another day. I woke up at 12-ish only to fall back asleep and wake up at something like 2:30, I think, or maybe it was 3:30… not sure.
I stayed in bed for a while, thinking of what I can do today. I was going to continue my Dirkon camera, but had no motivation to do so. Been a while since I continued it, I hope that I will.
Haven’t drawn much either. No motivation to do that. I’ve seen some drawings here and there and thought I should pick up that pencil and paper, but alas, no drawing. I don’t know how I’ll hold down a job.
I have one shot left in my Diana camera. One. Really this roll of film is just a test roll to see how I did, what work, what doesn’t and really just to see if the Diana is as magical as I’ve seen it and people say it is. I’m hoping that my what would normally be crappy shots, be interesting shots, but you know what happens when you get hopes up. Well, at least I do anyway.
So, what have I been doing today? I searched for interesting YouTube videos, but there really aren’t that many vlog videos out there. Actually there are, they have heaps of subscribers, friends and comments, but a lot of them seem to act or be a little artificial in what they’re saying. So basically I watch the videos and I just think it’s all false. I guess I would like to do my own vlog (as I think I’ve mentioned a couple of times in my blog somewhere), but something about talking to a camera and letting lots of random people see me kind of scares me. I duno, maybe it could be interesting and fun. Maybe just like this is, but through voice, not text. Well, if I ever do, I’ll be sure to put them here.

Guess what?
I am up to my very last shot of my roll of film. I don’t know whether to waste it on something really boring, meaningless. Or whether I should save it for something brilliant. Or… I could just… I think I’ll just waste it. Afterall, test roll here.
Hehe, just used it. Saw the film being wound all the way back. Now it’s just a matter of finding someone to develop it for me. This could get interesting, or most probably annoying and aggravating, and expensive. *sigh* Sucks to be skint broke. And now my roll will soon be developed. Update on that whenever it is I develop it.

Well, really there’s not a whole lot for me to write anymore. So till next time.

~ by M u s h b o o n on June 23, 2008.