To have a little chat.
I can’t really say much. I have the urge to write something, though I have nothing worthwhile to say. So instead my talk and blabber isn’t going to be anymore than common nonsense.
I will try though.
So it’s a Saturday. I woke up 3:44 (yes I added the extra 4min because I remember opening my phone up to see 44), went downstairs, had a banana, grabbed a bottle of water, surfed the net, and then went on GW. Seeing as my boyfriend kindly and very sweetly stayed up to catch me online so he could say good “morning” to me, we chatted for a little while, but understandably he went to sleep soon after. Thank you Leon! ^_^ Was a surprise to me.
I started playing on my ritualist, as she needs to get through a lot of things, but seeing as there’s a GWEN double point thingy this weekend, she’s going to be doing lots and lots of GWEN. She’s done the Norn areas, and now going through the Asuran areas. It’s really getting tedious and boring, and I’m thinking of switching characters, because if I push too hard, I’ll end up not like playing on my rit… it’s happened a lot of times before. However, I wanted to persevere, so instead I’m writing something to just clear my mind a bit.
I haven’t drawn ANYTHING for ages, which is a shame, but I just haven’t really been bothered to, and something like drawing for… I need to be in the mood to. Ah, I’m so lazy sometimes. I really have to wonder what I’m passionate about these days, I can never seem to be bothered to do anything. I have practically no motivation to do anything, and being frank and honest about it, I have no bloody idea why.
I haven’t continued making the pinhole camera either, though to be fair, I can’t really finish it anyway without that black velvet thing I need to buy. I could make the rest of it and just leave the part that needs the velvet till I can buy it, but you know, doing so will actually cause me to have less motivation to finish making it. Need to buy the velvet before I nearly finish it. I guess I can buy it when I go to get the matchbox for the matchbox pinhole camera.
Man it’s really cold, and has been this past week. I’m in my warmest jumper I have, yet I can still feel the cold going through to my bone.
I took some more shots with my Holga today. They were hardly interesting, merely just experimenting at taking shots with it. I’m still looking forward to getting the film processed. ^_^ So far I have taken a total of 4 shots and I don’t know how many negatives I have left in the roll. I know that 120 film has less amount of shots than your regular 35mm film… I just can’t remember by how much. Hopefully over 15, otherwise this is going to get expensive -_-.
Yay Cella Bell Ring (my ritualist’s name) reached level 20! Funny how I made my assassin a couple of days before my rit, yet rit is now lvl 20 whilst Taka (my assassin) is still level 14… I still need to get through those 15 attribute quests too. ><” Ah, they’re so boring. Eh, to be honest, I think GW is becoming like a habit more than an enjoyment. If I don’t play Guild Wars (and a considerable time on it I might add), then I don’t feel like the day has been really complete. Habit, addiction, don’t know, something like that.
I was thinking of getting more into vlogging, but not sure whether I’d really want to. I still like typing (as I’m good at it, and can get thoughts out pretty much at the same time as I write). Although speaking… well I’m not good at explaining things, so that’s a bad thing, although I do like using Windows Movie Maker. Want to make GW movies again, but that take a lot of time, and no-one is willing or wanting to take part in it. That’s understandable really, I mean if someone wanted to make a film and ask me, I’d say no (as politely as I could of course).
Was searching around for interesting vlogs… didn’t find any. Also, on everyone’s first vlog, they all say the same thing. “This is just random blabber…” “This is my first vlog, not sure what to say,” “Nervous,” etc etc… just talk ffs. In fact, don’t even say it’s your first vlog… people could probably tell. Ah who am I to say, I haven’t done a “normal” vlog, only the two vlogs that I have done, and you don’t even hear me speak.
Anyways, I guess I’ll shut up… feel like doing something else anyhow.
Tata.
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